Ive been thinking about it fir a while, but i think i really want it. It feels strange still being so early on. Ive inly started hrt 8 months ago, but i really want it. And i want ffs. Its like the floodgates broke open and i want as much as i can get.

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    3 months ago

    I didn’t think I wanted it before I started transition. It took a few months for it to fully sink it that it was a thing I could do and that it would make me happier. I also maybe felt a bit like I didn’t deserve it. I wasn’t able to get it for a long time due to medical gatekeeping, but I’m very happy I was eventually able to get it nonetheless.

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      3 months ago

      I think ive just hit that point! Im glad its worked out for you! ❤️

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      3 months ago

      Oh hey, yours was fairly recent; I remember commenting on your posts! How goes/went recovery? Whoops, wrong username, my bad. Mistook you for someone else who made some posts around june-ish

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        3 months ago

        I had mine in April of last year. Not my post, but I’m doing great :)

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          3 months ago

          Glad to hear it! I think it’s probably a goal for me long-term, until then I think I will consider myself an angler-fish (IYKYK).

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      I am also struggling with feeling like I deserve it. I still can’t connect with whether it would make me happier per se, but having a scrotum is pretty gross - so I guess I feel more dysphoria as a motivation than gender euphoria.