we are friends again and we are both happier without each other :) i think i will also make a separate lemmy acc since this one has too many mental health stuff 😭

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i am very weak but at least im alive

thank you 💕 i came so close and lived

adults would call me weak, teens would cry

i was planning to kill myself, but i am alive. i can still feel the rope

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ur right. i am currently alive.

it is bipolar indeed. thank you 💕

good, i think! it has its ups and downs. i had trauma like abuse, but i had great supporters too, like my bf. i think that sibce i said i would do it, i should follow thru so its mot weird. plus i am currently dying rn and i can barely breathe which is why im typing weifd

not right now, i guess u are helping now <3

in this case, this user is correct. i am not a good person. im a sekfish, compulsive lisr who’s been abused many times just for being myself. i am dying as im weiting this. i can barely breathe

it said third-party dna testing, im not sure 🤔

true

ok, so apparently some french ppl get a lot of their ancestrydna lumped in with England and northwestern europe

i get to befriend an awesome android though!

noooooo!

this is from ancestry dna

Let’s start a chain you don’t deserve an ounce of my respect, love, or sympathy.

you hurt me for so long for years and triggered my ptsd. i hate you and people should stop sympathizing with you and feeling bad for you.

I HATE YOU. I NEVER WANNA FUCKING SEE YOU AGAIN. PEOPLE ALWAYS TALK ABOUT HOW HARSH I WAS TO YOU BUT YOU FUCKING SUCK. YOU VILE SCUM OF THE EARTH.

YOU DON’T DESERVE THE SMALLEST MEASUREMENT OF MY KINDNESS OR MERCY OR ANYTHING.

YOU SEE ME AS LESS THAN HUMAN AND WANT TO HURT ME. YOU MAKE MY DISABILITY MY WHOLE IDENTITY. YOU SAY I’M RETARDED. YOU CALL ME TOO DISGUSTING TO BE ATTRACTIVE OR HAVE PHYSICAL AFFECTION SHOWN TO ME.

YOU’RE FIXATED ON INTERACTING WITH MY FRIENDS AND TRY TO BRAINWASH EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEIR OBLIVIOUS BRAINS. YOU SAY NICE PEOPLE ARE EASY TARGETS BECAUSE THEY’RE STUPID. YOU SAY I’M TOO NICE. YOU PRAISE ME THEN DISCARD ME.

I’M TIRED OF TRYING TO SEE THE GOOD IN YOU. I. DON’T. CARE IF YOU HAD A BAD FUCKING DAY BECAUSE YOU’RE ABUSIVE AND YOU DON’T’ ABUSE PEOPLE ON BAD DAYS. WHAT IF YOU BEAT ME TO A PULP. “BAD DAY” HUH?

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