i think of how an abusive bully might see a dog and how it’s comparable to how they see me. weak, submissive, “stupid”, loves the person no matter what and obedient till the end.
to them, at least, i’ll always be seen as stupid for my kindness. a (r-slur) less than human.
a child mentally much younger than 18 despite acting my age and functioning as someone my age.
i have ptsd and some of her behavior triggers it. not only is part of my trauma being repeatedly discriminated against but shes repeatedly done this for years after i formed a bond and later a trauma bond with her.
no more chances. i hate her. she doesn’t deserve an ounce of my forgiveness or love or empathy. she refuses to change. she abused me for years.
i hope she suffers from guilt or consequences for years.
I saw your other post, don’t remember if I commented. But from the small bit of info I have, cutting her off is the right move. Don’t even engage, just block and ignore.
