So I (18NB, 18MTF) started dating this really nice girl (17F) who I’ve known at my school for a while.
I told everyone I know about her, I like her, she likes me. However, I’m still not completely over Karl (even though he’s been kind of an ass TBH since he started being friends with his ex.)
I told her if I couldn’t move on, I would have to break up with her and couldn’t go out with her if I had a crush on someone else.
I’m aware I told her about all these things, like going to a restaurant, having fun at the arcade, kissing her, etc, but now I’m having second thoughts and I guess she’s upset.
The last time we talked, she asked me about our relationship and I told her to stop talking about it. She did, I guess, but won’t talk at all now.
Update: A new message reads “I really hope this will work out. I love you ❤️. Also, please know that if it doesn’t, I won’t talk for a while, but it’s not because I’m mad at you. I just need to process things, especially with my depression and all.”
Don’t worry about still having feelings for your ex. That’s normal. You used to like him after all. And even if your relationship did not work out he is still mostly the same person. But what you miss are his good parts and the good times you had with him.
This is normal and nothing to worry about. Accept these feelings for what they are. Nothing is wrong with having them. It doesn’t mean that you like your girlfriend any less.
I forgot to say, Karl is a crush, not an ex. I liked him but he started being a jerk after befriending his ex who hates me
Okay, he’s not really a jerk. He’s nice and rude because of the ex, and the ex told me Karl hates me because the ex is a bitch.
Everything I said still applies. Feelings are feelings. You cannot choose how you feel. What matters is if you act on them.
oh shit… i’d say give her some time, she’s upset because you like someone else, i’d assume. also, i’d be upset too if my gf was romantic to me, then said she was breaking up because she liked someone else.
i saw your post asking if she even liked you that way. well, if she’s that upset to the point she won’t talk to you, then she definitely does. if i liked someone a little bit, i’d be a bit sad. if i had no feelings, i wouldn’t mind, and if i liked someone a LOT, I’d have a breakdown
ok, and you told her to stop talking about what was on her mind. she was probably upset by that, too, she was asking a genuine question about the relationship.
wiem, że mówisz po polsku, więc powiem kilka rzeczy.
po pierwsze, czy karl jest dla ciebie odpowiedni? jest winni, jeśli jest dla ciebie niegrzeczny, nawet jeśli jego były miał na niego wpływ.
po drugie, absolutnie możesz się z nią umówić, ale nie używaj jej do przezwyciężenia swoich romantycznych uczuć do karla.
po trzecie, mam nadzieję, że wszystko pójdzie dobrze :)
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Try to work on learning how to communicate effectively. I used to say the wrong thing a lot. I thought I was being open and honest, but really, I just put my foot in my mouth.
There’s no guidebook to do this well. You just learn by wanting to do it better and time allowing you to learn from your mistakes.
I wish you the best!
I’m seeing a little of what I’d describe as toxic monogamy in this question. That’s not to imply a monogamous relationship isn’t right for you; it’s what most people want, so just statistically, it’s probably what you and your girlfriend want.
What I mean by toxic is that the belief that it’s unacceptable to be friends with an ex or that you can’t be in a relationship if your feelings for a former partner aren’t completely gone can poison relationships. People are usually more complicated than that, and while both of those things sometimes lead to problems, they don’t have to. Talking to your partner about their feelings surrounding the issue and agreeing on boundaries that are acceptable to both of you will prevent a lot of problems. That brings us to…
she asked me about our relationship and I told her to stop talking about it
I don’t usually like to speak in absolutes when it comes to human interactions because different people are different. I’ll make an exception here though. This was the wrong answer if you want to have a relationship with her.
It’s still the wrong answer, and that’s where you left things. If you don’t want it to end there, your best chance is to tell her you know that was a mistake, apologize, and offer to talk about your relationship as much as she wants to.
That’s the thing, IDK if I want to be with her or not. I do but IDK
It’s OK not to know what you want. It’s especially OK when you’re 18 and in high school. It’s OK to choose an option now and change your mind later (though if you choose no, she probably won’t be available to you later if you change your mind).
It’s even OK to tell her that you don’t want to talk about your relationship, but she’s probably going to take that as you not wanting to be in a relationship with her. If you don’t want her to take it that way, then you need to talk with her about your relationship even if the thing you have to say is you’re unsure. Of course there’s a good chance she’ll respond unfavorably to your uncertainty; most people don’t like being a second choice or a backup plan.
It seems like you want to be with her because she’s here right now and you’d rather have someone than no one. You wouldn’t be hesitating otherwise. You effectively told her that, too.
If you don’t think you can commit and she’s looking for that, you should let her go.
