Did you have any recently? How recent? What was it?
What was your first gender euphoria? What was it like? Did you know what it was at the time?
(just looking for more conversation, sometimes it’s a bit too quiet here.)
Did you have any recently? How recent? What was it?
What was your first gender euphoria? What was it like? Did you know what it was at the time?
(just looking for more conversation, sometimes it’s a bit too quiet here.)
Plz ignore, soaking in the good vibes
edit: I actually do have something. A few days ago I decided to wear all my pretty color clothes and I walked around campus feeling nice. Its not much at all, but it felt nice to be close to what I want to be.
first one is when I was able to shave entirely, the morning after I realized, and painted my nails with my sister’s nail polish, and went to school. I had also tried a long beard (I almost throw up thinking about it omg) and I didn’t realize how much I hated it until I erased that sucker. It was one of the scariest days of my life, but it felt so fucking good. It was dulled by some other stuff but I want that feeling again. I haven’t been that brave in a while.
Geez, I’ve been thinking of shaving my beard. I’m afraid of what’s underneath, but also don’t want to prompts the questions of “you’ve had it for X years, why did you shave?”
But now, I’m wondering if it would make me happy to see it gone!
You can always justify it with your curiosity: “I just wanted to see what it was like. It’ll grow back”. This can work on others, but also yourself. A d it’s not even a lie.