So everytime I masturbated after coming out I feel so guilty afterwards. I also feel so annoyed at my ejaculate wether it’s from after masturbating or after having a wet dream.

Is anyone else feeling the same?

This is also the reason why I’ve done it only like 3 times since the end of september (where I came out). Is that bottom dysphoria or just general dysphoria?

  • cowboycrustation [he/him]English
    11•5 months ago

    “Transfeminine AMABs (people assigned male at birth) with testicles experience surges in testosterone in relation to attraction and desire, which can make them more dysphoric.” -Biochemical dysphoria, The Gender Dysphoria Bible

    Sexual Dysphoria

  • Norah - She/TheyEnglish
    10•5 months ago

    If you’re still using your hand, something that might help a lot is getting a vibrating wand. I got a Doxxy wand a couple years after coming out and it’s been a lifesaver in terms of not feeling as much dysphoria masturbating.