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    20 hours ago

    it’s exhausting, but in my experience it lessens in intensity and frequency over time as you get used to it; it helps to really connect with facts that can ground your decision: you felt happy with the changes, you probably want more changes - that’s all that matters, focusing on those positive feelings can sometimes help