• Fuck spez@sh.itjust.works
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    5 months ago

    Depression made me want to die more than once but my alcohol use led to me almost killing myself accidentally during one of the episodes. The 9mm I had just been holding to my head seconds earlier discharged because I was shitfaced and was handling it completely sloppily. I shot the ceiling but luckily nothing else. It scared me sober instantly and I realized how close I came. I got help too and I’m doing better now.

    I’m glad you’re still here.

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      5 months ago

      Glad to hear you’re doing better! I love firearms, but do not allow myself to own one for that very reason.

      If I owned a firearm, there’s a really good chance I’d either be in jail for stupidity or in the ground at this stage.