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Cake day: January 17th, 2024

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  • Reading internal family systems by Richard Schwartz, watching videos by sadhguru, taking time to try to follow the threads of “intrusive thoughts,” by trying to sit in them while focusing on my breath and trying really hard not to think in words, trying to listen to myself rather than talk to myself in my head.

    I do also see a therapist, and he helps talk through things that paralyze me from making decisions.

















  • Another thank you to all the comments. I apologize for the lack of photos, I got shitfaced instead. BUT TONIGHT, IN 12ISH HOURS, I will have delicious fried chicken in my camera roll to post here and then it will perish in my stomach, and I will remain.

    And I’ll say, “yum.” With so much passion, and nobody will care. I mean… I will. NEVER DISCOUNT YOUR OWN EXPERIENCE, it leads to darkness not worth visiting.

    I apologize. And at the same time, I am very mad. I’ll digest that in my dreams, though, probably. But I scream it here anyways, politely? Love me? Oops


  • If anybody here supports trump, I ask why?

    I can’t understand. I try, but I can’t hate reality. I hope for a place to be able to speak and not be punished for it. Things are changing. Will we stick to our old ways?

    I can’t support the monarchy trump tries to reach for for himself. His supporters don’t think, they don’t connect to things that matter