osdd is a disorder called “Other Specified Dissociative Disorder”, this disorder forms alters, basically different parts of the brain that form independently and become different parts called alters, i believe. all the alters working together collectively are called a system, and within that group (or system) would be in-system

I used chrome music lab!!! :D and capcut to loop it

well, i remember i woke up one and he did wake up but i usually dont like to bother

I can’t move or function sometimes when it happens, but idk if i’m likely to wake them. Usually I don’t wake them though

yeah

Anxious, yeah

i liked videogames and wrestling

thank you so much!! I’ll see how it goes :)

they’re very conservative and transphobic too so they see me as a woman, and they think all amab people will do sexual things to afab people even IN PUBLIC

he thinks “oh, this is the way i am” and won’t do anything. he’s said he wanted to break up many times but then he doesn’t because then he won’t have a partner (obviously)

the claymation? clay of course! :)

the community, on lemmy

thanks

it’s a character they made, like for a story, not an imaginary friend

thanks so much! hopefully he can learn to fully love me

my friend’s mom is the same way afaik. i was barely even allowed to hang out with guys at age like 8 for that reason. thank you so much :)

done! ^^

thank you! this helps, we could try couples therapy but i can’t go with my family because they have an intense fear of me being SA’d so i can’t even be around amab people in their presence

fair enough

thank you so much :) idk why he’s like this

mine is very supportive of lgbt! i can talk to her!