Squished Fly (she/they)

You’re cute! Remember this.

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Cake day: February 28th, 2024

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  • That actually reminds me of something that happened to me at work (before I was out as trans to my colleagues but already knew I was trans).

    I was together at a work site with a pretty homo-/transphobic colleague. Even back then I didn’t look particularly male because of my naturally feminine body type and long hair.

    We had to go into a clean room, which means for me: making a tight pony tail and stuffing it under a clean room hood (it’s a tight fit). Ngl it took me quite a bit. Since this colleague wasn’t very happy with that, he wanted to be mean and guess what he did:

    He derogatorily called me “princess” :3

    In my head I was like: heheheh theenkk youuu, if only you would know what you just did



  • Can’t say i have the same experiance (probably because my nose is a lil fucked) but I had something else happen that made me strangely happy.

    So i was leaning against/cuddling with a friend of mine and my arm was pretty close to her face. Don’t ask why but she gave my arm a little lick and said that I kinda taste like blood. And yeah, I tried myself and I do taste like blood somehow (we both really like the taste).




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    1 month ago

    I hate that I literally was the girl on the right once and like not realizing what I just said for like an hour

    The worst thing is tho, in german (the language it happened in) it means something far more lewd… I feel so bad for saying it now ;-;



  • Squished Fly (she/they)toTransHow to keep your privacy
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    1 month ago

    Some more alternatives to common tracker filled stuff:

    • Google play store -> F-Droid (specific open scpurce apps)
    • Google play store -> Aurora store (gets apps from google)
    • YouTube/Soundcloud -> Newpipe (integrated adblock)
    • google maps -> OpenStreetsMap (website) or OsmAnd (android)
    • amazon -> your local store, pay in cash

    More browsers:

    • Waterfox (cut down version of Firefox) (Linux, Windows, android)
    • duckduckgo (android)

    Search engines:

    • Startpage
    • duckduckgo
    • brave

    Cheaper alternatives to Proton (if you pay): VPN:

    Mail:

    • tuta
    • mailinator (for creating temporary spam mails) (free)



  • Squished Fly (she/they)toTransHow's your week been?
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    2 months ago

    I sure hope so, I’ve been going through a rough patch for quite a few weeks now…

    But I’ll take the best of it. HRT might have made me into even more of a crybaby but the fact that I’m managing even now proves that I have become a lot stronger with it


  • Squished Fly (she/they)toTransHow's your week been?
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    2 months ago

    I probably just experienced the worst week in a long while…

    My insomnia is getting bad enough that my sleep meds don’t work, I had a massive panic attack in the middle of a train station (couldn’t breathe properly and move and stuff) and just sobbed on the floor for 10 minutes without anyone giving a shit about me and me continuing to cry for 3 hours after coning home.

    Then I found out that we’re being kicked out of our home soon and then I had a reeeaallyyy rough meeting with my boss which led me to cry for another 15 minutes at work (I was alone in the office at that point since I had so much work that I had to do ~10h of overtime despite being employed full time already).

    Then when the week was finally over and I thought that it can’t get any worse, my dad called me and told me that one of our cats died…

    And finally, the only thing I was looking forward to all week, an online event in a game. I wasn’t able to join because fuck if I know.

    Life just hated me for 7 days in a row but I’m still standing. Probably because I did the best decision ever and took an emotional support plushie with me to work.

    I’m still standing!









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    3 months ago

    I didn’t know ARFID was something that existed…

    I just internalized the fact that I’m anorexic because everyone told me I am but without any psychologist/therapist ever diagnosing me with it. Thank you so much for showing me that something that describes me so perfectly exists ;-;



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    3 months ago

    I know that pain, that feeling of helplessness while waiting for stupid appointments and paperwork while knowing that your entire body is filled with hormones that slowly drive you into insanity. But you know what? Even if it takes as much as another year, it’s nothing in comparison to the lifetime you’ll have with the correct hormones.

    I believe in you sister, you got this!