Hey so real odd question but why do people see being a husky personality person such as what I’ll call a kemonomimi.
So for some back story. I was always raised around breeding dogs and when I was extremely young I went through trauma that then in return left me with a shattered personality. The host having little of it originally. We ended adopting personalities from many different deities into one with a husky personality.
So with this all it stacked up to many things such as having handlers, wearing collars most my older teen years and still now.
I had my family due to religious beliefs shun me even though within trying to raise a god believing person doing his teaching.
They raised the complete opposite from a god believing person but in return someone taking the moral standpoints and doing them deeply sophisticated and transforming for the world.
Then I also had to deal with my school calling the police on my main handler. Assuming my younger handler was trying to traffic me. Without even investigating into it.
I ended up being banned from wearing the collar to school for other students discussing and causing problems. Instead of school focusing on calling them down with maybe our counsellor and explaining the issue with them. Asking them not talk or be more quiet while explaining the understanding I’ve explained within their guidelines. So it’s not something forbidden and truly addressed in an accepting diverse community.
Seriously though why do people do these things? Why is it such a bad thing being a kemonomimi? Mainly when my whole life since I can remember my one and only goal was to get a good handler and be the best I could for them.
These are definitely some of the words of all time.
Can I ask why you specifically said this? I don’t know the meaning behind it but of what I’ve heard normally sarcasm?
I’m not going to respond with a lot of depth because I don’t think I have a good enough understanding here to be particularly helpful, but I suspect a collar would be considered as inappropriate in a school because of its strong association with BDSM practices alongside the general societal expectation that one’s sexuality is kept out of the public eye. I think that notion can also apply more broadly to the situation as a whole, at least to an outside observer.
The username is daddy’s little slut…I feel like there is more to this story, which you have certainly touched upon. There is likely more trauma and abuse here than stated.
Most definitely. I have very few memories of any of my childhood and early teens. I also grew up deeply psychopathically treated. Meeting nearly all the facets some sort of way. Now it’s even more confusing when I say or do things that are over board or like when I want to sniff my handler or lick them over their arm. Or bite them.
It’s gotten less weird but yeah 🙂↕️
Not to pressure you, but you may want to seek out therapy to help you process and move forward.
Sadly i can’t. That’s the issue. Don’t have the money and insurance right now is out the window. In the future I look to get 275$ insurance best for therapy and psychiatry
Our relationship is based off hybrids genetically modified but I guess I have traits beyond them. Also For psychopathy that kind of transformed and I’ve self cured many symptoms.
(Which don’t repeat without guidance of medical professionals but in my case I didn’t have that money and no reason too)
Otherwise is there anything else. Since you realize thing of that nature can easily change the nature of someone’s life and until there’s change not possible.
That would make sense with some of the things said and done to me by my family for everything being exposed due to school… Though they got really defensive when I found my good handlers. It was saddening.
Are you under 18? And are your handlers over 18? Are you also engaging in sexual intercourse with them if there is an age gap?
I think people are reacting negatively because of more concern you’re being groomed when maybe you actually need therapy and support for your trauma. You’re allowed to have your interests, but it’s also not healthy to use it as a way to distract from self work.
You can have handlers, you can do whatever you want. If people at school are being brought into it against their will or without explanation – then of course most people aren’t all going to completely understand.
I’m 19 now btw but when that first started one was one year younger while two were a year or two older. Nothing crazy. Also for sure I did and still do. Though now the biggest age gap is 61.
Yeah that’s understandable that they were worried about that. Though they didn’t nearly gain enough information before assuming. Though yeah most definitely but there comes a time in someone’s life when they’re ready to heal. Honestly they didn’t distract myself from self work but gave me a reason to chase it. Since originally I didn’t care about where my life was going but for them I’ll do anything. That includes healing and working on myself.
Yeah back when that happened. It’s understandable they were iffy or even uncomfortable at first but my biggest point. They have the ability to openly communicate and learn.
I think this one can be summed up as the old, “The nail that sticks up gets pounded down.” I don’t think it’s really any deeper than that.
Behave or exhibit yourself in a way that people don’t get, and the response from some is to just get irrationally angry and/or stupid about it. Logic does not apply.
Fear of lack of conformity and the belief of sexualization of animals, and (imo) the uncanny valley.
I also find the idea uncomfortable, but at least for the meantime, another person’s wat of life isn’t my business as long as they aren’t going out of their way to hurt people or animals. With the exception of bronies. They are terrifyingly bizarre
Speaking as a brony, yes, we are terrifyingly bizarre.
Ain’t it grand? ^_^
No it’s not. It’s creepy and i would do my best to make sure brownies stayed away from children
That’s really interesting that the uncanny valley would come from someone with ears and tail. Also there is no sexualization of animals at all. Instead there is different types of humans and humanoid beings similar to animals and such hybrids or kemonomimi are more human normally only ears, tails, teeth and traits. While like how we see furries today. A representation of a fully anthropomorphic beings similar to an animal but intelligent life.
So it depends on where one is on the scale. Also for sure. Though only thing you may not like within the end of last part. Is protection of property and that includes handlers. So deeply protective.
Please if you have anything to add I’d love to hear. I’m intrigued mainly about the uncanny valley.
The uncanny valley is a sensation of another entity being close to human, but also have the feeling they aren’t human. We have identified humans as former primates with ears in the middle parts of our heads, shortness of fur or hair, and no tail. Meaning things that aren’t natural traits for a human that an individual accepts as a normal trait, that individual could be considered uncanny, but off.
I know there’s no sexualization of animals, but that is not a widespread belief. Many people will mentally categorize you as furries, which is also something I currently find uncomfortable, but that’s my personal problem, and they are doing nothing wrong in doing what they do. Neither are you
Ultimately my opinion on the outside looking in is this; people who try and convince you to not have the lifestyle you do cares about you and is concerned about you not fitting into society. At that point, it’s your job to prove them wrong without losing yourself or their care. They fear that you won’t fit into current society. However current society changes all the time. Ask any minority demographic that is put into the category of “lifestyle” and I feel they’ll tell you the same.
Thank you so much for sharing everything you do and if you have more insight please share. The last message was a really healing message.
