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Sorry buddy, I know it’s not what you want to hear because everything you are experiencing seems very real to you, but I worked with many people with mental illness and reading this feels just like that.
I know this is hard to accept, but try the medicine. You don’t have to take it forever, but just try it for a few months. Make a video diary so you can look back and see any changes.
Oh jeez, you’re another one of those gangstalking people, aren’t you? I know there’s no way you’ll take me up on this because of the paranoia, but please see a therapist. No one here is equipped to help you with this, and if it goes anything like the last time, a bunch of well-meaning people will believe you and waste their time offering advice that doesn’t work because this is all in your head.
Don’t kill yourself, but maybe either talk to the police or a therapist
Talk to a therapist first. Police are useless and will only make the situation worse.
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Tried both. My therapist didn’t believe anything I’ve been through, and I didn’t want to go on medications that I don’t actually need. I realize most “regular” people don’t understand this type of crime and the life around it. I had an acquaintance that’s a cop that didn’t believe me. I told my highschool cop I think i figured out some real crime going on and he literally blocked me without responding. I have screen shots of that. My message wasnt crazy or anything …he just blocked me straight away. I think my town, Epping NH might be under the thumb of organized crime. I’ve heard rumors Hells Angels own it. This guy that I found out about, his step dad, not the one wanted by the FBI, had connections with hells Angels. They run an auto business in town. Tbh I never would have cared if they weren’t so abrasive and insecure about me finding out. But now that I’ve seen what they’ll do to save there income… Fuck my life. I have so much PTSD now. It’s like they try to make me rat. Even if I don’t kms I’ll be dead soon because of how they obstruct progress in my life. I have no income. They prank call my employers etc and try to tarnish my name.
I am going to KMS if nothing works. I’ve been in the noise enough to pass out. This is so fucked up. Innocent people get hurt and naive people on here say this gang stalking type stuff is fake because they have no life experience outside of their simple world.
They may be responsible for this. https://www.nbcboston.com/news/local/epping-nh-fire-death/3405354/
Among many other things equally as fucked up.
I’m not a psychologist and I don’t know anything about you or your situation beyond this post, but it sounds like a psychologist could really help, and medication might actually be worth getting
A very similar thing happened to my brother, and the only way he was able to feel safe was to trust his doctor.
I’m as serious as you are, and I want you to feel safe and happy again. Please listen to your doctor.
OP, if you feel the need, please call for help if you need it.
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