Since Laura has been awol for a few months, I reached out to Ada to see if I could take over modding for this com. I know we’re fairly small but decently active so there’s not much to worry about, but I like the com so here we are.

I’m not planning on changing up anything as the banner/icon/desc all fit the vibes so they stay as is. (Maybe I’ll change the desc a bit since Laura originally wrote it in first person? idk)

If Laura comes back I’ll let her know the situation and we’ll go from there.

Love y’all!

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    10 months ago

    TBH felix/ferris is kind of a weird case bcuz the anime keeps him unambiguously cis and the books have trans subtext

    What do you mean by that exactly? I never really read the books so I’m not sure. Like do they up and say he is trans or is it an interpretation thing where people think he’s trans? Just curious because I know in Egg culture there’s the idea that if people do or say certain things it makes them trans regardless of how they identify. I don’t agree with that idea at all, I think that the way people identify is what makes or breaks gender identity, having provisions to semantically invalidate a person’s identity doesn’t feel right at all and isn’t considerate to how the person feels.

    I did watch a video which covered some of the things and gave his take on it from his perspective as a femboy but I’m not sure how complete it was, and it was 2 years old when I watched it, and I’m not 100% sure it covered everything since people say there’s apparently a lot of stuff there.

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      10 months ago

      What do you mean by that exactly? I never really read the books so I’m not sure. Like do they up and say he is trans or is it an interpretation thing where people think he’s trans?

      It’s up to interpretation because the author borrowed from the trans experience either knowingly or coincidentally, so felix/ferris ends up feeling trans-coded.

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      Taken from here: https://transgirlmedia.wordpress.com/2018/05/28/felix-argyle-ferris-rezero/


      Just curious because I know in Egg culture there’s the idea that if people do or say certain things it makes them trans regardless of how they identify. I don’t agree with that idea at all, I think that the way people identify is what makes or breaks gender identity, having provisions to semantically invalidate a person’s identity doesn’t feel right at all and isn’t considerate to how the person feels.

      That’s a very fair point when applied to real humans, but I don’t think people should put so much stock in fictional characters when the femboy and closeted trans girl experience are very similar. But even I know for a fact the opposite reaction to GNC feminine expressions (for example, bridget being confirmed as a trans girl and the desperate attempt to claim otherwise by a certain group of terminally online weebs) can be very aggravating, so you’re in good company.

      This isn’t overly relevant to the point, but… in her book Whipping Girl, Julia Serano even goes so far as to say that the two gender identities face very similar forms of discrimination because of oppositional sexism.

      Note: the passages below contain some old and outdated language that may be seen as slurs today. I promise this is merely because of how language used to describe the trans experience has changed.

      I'm picking a few parts of this chapter, but if you want to read it on your own (i highly recommend you do, it's a very good perspective), it's chapter 17 "Crossdressing: Demystifying Femininity and Rethinking 'Male Privilege'"

      MTF spectrum crossdressers (who will be referred to simply as “crossdressers” for rest of this essay) are relentlessly mischaracterized and disrespected by the public at large, as well as in specific fields such as psychiatry and gender studies, where their practices are coldly dissected and critiqued by those who are not crossdressers themselves. This lack of personal experience allows these clinicians and academics to naively and conveniently assign motives to crossdressers. Some of the more common of these assumptions are that crossdressing is a form of appropriating or objectifying womanhood; that it is an expression of latent homosexuality, exhibitionism, autogynephilia, or some other form of “sexually deviant” behavior; or that some males take refuge in femininity because they are unable or unwilling to live up to masculine ideals. As someone who identified as a crossdresser for twelve years, and who has shared many intimate conversations with other crossdressers during that time, I offer this essay as a (hopefully) more enlightened and thoughtful perspective on the MTF crossdressing experience.

      The explanations I offer here stem directly from my personal experiences as a crossdresser—one who has since gone on to identify and live as a woman—so it is likely that what I have to say will not resonate with all crossdressers, particularly those who happily embrace that identity throughout their lives without transitioning. My purpose here is not to insinuate that all crossdressers are transsexuals-in-waiting, nor is it to project my individual experience onto other people’s very different gendered experiences. This should simply be seen as my personal take on this very complex and misunderstood identity.

      Note: the use of effemimania here is defined by her as “this obsession and anxiety over male expressions of femininity”

      This feeling, that a boy must hide female or feminine gender inclinations, helps explain why many MTF spectrum children and teenagers channel those inclinations into very specific and private occasions, unlike their FTM spectrum counterparts, who typically express their masculine interests and mannerisms in an open and regular way. In other words, effemimania drives many MTF spectrum children and teens to develop strict divisions between “boy-mode” (i.e., public) and “girl-mode” (i.e., private).

      Such distinctions often persist well into adulthood and are typically considered to be a hallmark of the crossdresser identity. However, it would be an oversimplification to claim that crossdressing is simply a form of hiding one’s feminine side or remaining closeted. After all, many crossdressers continue to maintain their split male/female personas long after they come out publicly as crossdressers. To fully understand the boy-mode/girl-mode dichotomy and the fascination surrounding women’s clothing that typifies the MTF crossdressing experience, we must first take into account how the marginalization of women in our society affects those who are raised male.

      It’s not just that MTF spectrum folks need feminism, but that feminism needs to embrace MTF experiences and perspectives. The fact that the lion’s share of the anti-trans sentiment specifically targets those of us on the MTF spectrum indicates that we are marked, not for failing to conform to gender norms per se but because we “choose” to be female and/or feminine. For feminism to ignore the society-wide effemimania and trans-misogyny we face is to allow one of the most pervasive forms of traditional sexism to go unchecked. Indeed, for feminists to continue to dismiss effemimania solely because it targets those who are male-bodied is particularly shortsighted. After all, as previously mentioned, much of the sexist behavior exhibited by cissexual men arises directly out of their being forced to disavow and mystify femininity from an early age. In this respect, MTF spectrum folks can provide feminism with crucial insight into the workings of effemimania and offer strategies to potentially challenge it. Additionally, those of us who transition to female can provide firsthand accounts of the very different ways that women and men are treated in the world—a perspective that is especially relevant today given how common it is for people to naively claim that we as a society have transcended sexism and moved into a “postfeminist” era. But perhaps most of all, what MTF spectrum trans people can offer feminism is a very different and far more empowering perspective on femininity. Over the years, many feminists have argued that femininity undermines women, or that it’s purposefully designed to subordinate women to men.

      Such a view no doubt stems from the experiences of those women who have felt that the expectation of femininity has been forced upon them against their will. But those of us on the MTF spectrum who have had the reciprocal experience—of inexplicably being inclined or compelled to express femininity that we were taught to avoid or repress—cannot so easily dismiss femininity as an artifice whose sole purpose is to devalue and disempower women. Because we come to embrace our own femininity for ourselves rather than to appease others, we are able to appreciate the many ways in which femininity can be freeing and empowering for those who gravitate toward it on their own.

      Many of us reject all of the inferior meanings and connotations that others project onto femininity—that it is weak, artificial, frivolous, demure, and passive—because for us, there has been no act more bold and daring than embracing our own femininity. In a world that is awash in antifeminine sentiment, we understand that embracing and empowering femininity can potentially be one of the most transformative and revolutionary acts imaginable.