Kind of a follow up from my question from a few days ago, for me just depresses me and usually I’m working or worried about stuff anyways so I don’t know how to enjoy festivities, plus being eternally alone without a partner makes things even sadder. Xmas is more of a post it of how much my life has failed.
It doesn’t.
I’m really against the expected gift giving and the commercialisation of it all. I don’t really want things so I’m not really keen on receiving gifts either, I honestly struggle to get excited about it.
I’m not keen on spending Christmas with my family because it’s basically “back in the closet” day, and it makes me want to die. If it’s Christmas without the grandparents it’s a lot better. That said I’ve gotten out of most of it this year, just a lunch and then back home to Naarm to put on a community dinner which I am legitimately looking forward to.
I’m not religious either so it also literally has no meaning to me.