Lol nope, I’m American so it’s a miracle I know anything more than like 5 words in spanish

Knowing as much (pretty little) German as I do isn’t common here at all

Tut mir leid, ich verstehe nicht x 100

Ich spreche schlecht Deutsch, nur ein bischen

Not enough to have a real conversation but enough to be an annoying tourist

In the metaphor, the black hole is nihilistic, all-consuming, apathetic depression, and I just want to stop struggling, let everything fall apart and fall in and kill myself

Which country, and do you want to share my dildo collection?

I’m in a similar boat. 🫂

Very cool but if I want to bevel things it’s a nightmare =/

Calculators usually have a pi button but not a tau button :shrug🤷‍♀️

Ada does an incredible job being polite and fair while not tolerating any nastiness towards trans people and dealing with some really scummy people. I’m incredibly impressed with her capacity to deal with drama BS and stay sane. She honestly is a role model all admins should look up to.

My brain is like a planet with a very thin crust with a black hole inside. Everything I am is built on this extremely delicate shell of stability, and sometimes it seems like I spend most of my time clinging to the edge after having fallen through. Medication makes the shell thicker and more stable, but there’s still a black hole in my head and it’s never going to go away and I’m so tired of fighting falling in.

Let’s start with some bondage and see if things evolve naturally into handholding

The biggest thing stopping me from doing anything is that the steps to do something are multiplicative for me rather than additive how it seems for other people. If I’m dreading fixing and tuning my printer, then I just won’t print anything. For months. Until a magic day comes when I’m able to get on with it (Yeah, I know I’m a shitty low functioning person, you don’t have to mention it). Getting a Bambu let’s me actually print stuff and helps me not get locked into paralysis about it for months. I hate it’s a closed and easily fucked over ecosystem, but it’s a choice between letting me function or not. I dunno, I’m really rambling without a point, I just thought someone might find some value in this

Put a big squishy plug in, and then hold a deep tissue massager against it. Heaven.

Oh yeah for sure I am not typical. I might be closer to enby than trans woman, idk. I see other trans women be so sure and confident, like “I am a woman and I’m going to make the changes to bring my body and appearance in line with that” and I’m over here uncomfortable calling myself a woman, slowly following the trail of happiness breadcrumbs that are leading me to being a woman. I think I dislike they/them so much because it plays into my insecurity and doubt. I like she/her but I don’t mind he/him cause that still feels like who I am at the moment, even if that’s not who I want to be. They/them just feels like people walking on eggshells around me afraid to offend me and unknowingly doing the exact opposite. In the end it doesn’t really matter, the rest of my life is far more painful than gender problems

Although… Could I give the head instead???

God I wish

I have a friend who just can’t seem to get the hang of she/her and they/thems me a lot and it drives me kinda crazy. Much rather be he/him’d than they/them’d

That’s honestly a really nice interaction

One of the reasons I really love helldiver’s 2 is all the characters voice lines have two versions, a normal one and a panicked, desperate version. It honestly hits me hard hearing the despair in my characters voice when she yells “OUT OF AMMO!” at the top of her voice in the middle of a firefight. This comes mind because all of the woman voices hurt sounds actually sound like someone getting hurt, it’s neat.

I just want to snuggle with a vv good boi pat pat pat