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Cake day: August 3rd, 2025

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  • brother your vent is way too influential ngl.

    :::Depression rant, a little graphic

    I don’t know if I am suicidal or not but I do wish I didn’t exist, almost daily and that too very elaborate, like eating a bullet and meeting the pavement head first from a height and I am very mentally disturbed, like when I am depressed really I imagine myself rotting in dumpyard:::

    And I ask myself why am I living? The only answer I get is, myself. Thinking about politics and the worsening state of affairs just make me want to day dream about ww3 and post apoc situations … and see worsening mental health













  • if everyone is confessing: Back in my first year in Uni, I and buddy stole a cpu and monitor from storage, not from computer lab, just from storage which was scheduled to get replaced. It was a HP business desktop set from 2009. Fairly spec’d

    Buddy wanted a second monitor and I wanted to host some fun sfw websites on lan. Some years later, it now works as my home server with some cheap upgrades.

    Oh I also nicked stuff from e-waste dumps: psu’s, routers, switchs, electronic trinkets from the labs(I asked lab attendants and they said they don’t care)

    My uni didn’t allow us to use the labs in our free time, and I learned a lot!