From a trans woman’s perspective (mine), I think you’d be better off remaining and presenting as yourself. Both from a practical safety standpoint and a moral standpoint. Much of the legislation is targeted against trans women currently, so trying to present femme after going through such a long masculine transition will likely get you put in that bucket and put you in more danger. From a moral perspective, you should not have to hide who you are.
I think it’s very valid to want to stop for safety right now. I’ve thought a lot about that too. Maybe you had the chance to be you for long enough, that you forgot just how terrible it was to hide before? I am not a passing trans woman, and although it’s terrifying, even the worst days like this are better than most of my good pre- transition days.
Either way, make the choice that’s best for you. We all have different degrees of support available and are facing varying degrees of threats (I’m in a blue state for example). Please be safe. If you ever need to vent or talk, consider my DMs open.
Public figure “freeze peach” absolutist Elon Musk thinks the first amendment is his little bitch.
“Let’s essentially tell trans people to kill themselves but when I do two full-throated heils at inauguration live, how dare you call them what they are.”
I hope he free speech’s his way to a bullet.