theres a total of three people from high school that recognize me anymore so im good

youre reading far to deep into this, this doesnt even happen to me (i dont call people) and i understood it right away

big shirts make great sleepwear in my experience !

“still cis tho” is used a lot in trans places as a joke for trans people in denial, which i think is what this is poking at

if youre worried about faking it, you probably aren’t

:3 that was my comment im glad its working out for you!

they saw all the fun words that queer people have and got jealous

for me it got better as i started socially transitioning, and especially once i started wearing some simple makeup (I LOVE EYELINER!!!)

be patient with yourself, as ada said youre reprogramming a lifetime of self images and thoughts. its not easy, youll make it ❤️

hi

literally what deco*27 and his team did with the milgram project

the most i use my gpu for at this point is minecraft shaders, i dont plan on upgrading in 10+ years

kidnapped, they kidnapped her

portal radio song

i feel comfortable with my weight despite being definitely in the “underweight” metric (120 lbs, 6’). mainly because i know once i start hrt it should distribute in the right places.

Its hard tho because a lot of people comment that I look anorexic even tho I cant do shit about it. I eat 2 meals a day + snacks, its just that I exercise a lot so it gets burned fast

Ok

its fun

diy is not as sketchy as it sounds, you just have to do some research and order your meds. its basically just t blockers and over the counter estrogen that cis women going through menopause take

heres a guide if you do exhaust your other options: https://diyhrt.wiki/

rome didn’t fall in a day :shrug:

holiday/boulevard of broken dreams by green day

-i dont feel any weirdness calling myself a lesbian, trans women are women after all. this stigma fades after enough time to let it become normal

-im not diagnosed but pretty sure lol, not a position id give advice from though

-assuming your parents arent helicopter patents and invading your privacy, feminine undergarments are good outlets for this. i used to wear cheap sports bras (the ones with no padding, just the fabric/elastic) under my shirt. compression underwear (gaffe) or just womens underwear in general are nice too

shaving your body is a good way as well, and if you are allowed to grow out your hair then styling that in some way (even if its just a ponytail or bun) is nice

-still in my hometown

-couldnt see a therapist not because of my parents (money and priorities) for a long time, but i dealt with my mental health struggles through online gaming and friend groups. sorta brute forcing myself to be confident, and keeping in mind that it gets better. therapy helps though, even if slowly with how good i am at masking