Awesome idea. Thanks a lot!

I guess I have a new life goal now!

That’s a great idea that I actually haven’t thought about before. If I ever have the money of realizing that I will definitely try that out in a summer.

I think COVID destroyed our world. It hasn’t been the same as before since…

Love the advice! Thank you!

That will probably only make me more paranoid or drive me into psychosis. I had very traumatic experiences with synthetically laced weed.

99% of the time my realistic mind knows it basically doesn’t matter at all but my subconscious/overthinking OCD mind always thinks it will extremely matter and affect my whole life. And that latter one is what’s keeping me to obsessively make myself crazy about it.

I can relate to that!

If I could I would help them😞

Thanks for the encouragement. I tried drugs before such as those SSRI’s but all they did is make me feel even more uncomfortable and mess with my brain chemistry.

For some people this might help to numb their feelings or something but it definitely didn’t help for my major depression. I don’t think depression is caused by a lack of specific neurotransmitters. It’s a core part of my identity and you had to change my personality to get rid of the depression and unfortunately we don’t have meds for that…

I told them literally every little detail about my situation. I also tried medication but it didn’t help.

I think a core problem is that all they do is talk and further make you identify with these unhealthy thoughts instead of confidently and actively guiding you towards a healthy life and giving you the understanding that you need.

The second part of your comment literally hits the nail on its head and is so true! It feels impossible to escape this.