• Avalokitesha@programming.dev
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    10 months ago

    I feel like the more you understand how your brain works, the more you learn how to work around it.

    Full disclosure: I’m not diagnosed, but on a waitlist for ADD - for over a year now and it’s not moving, but I digress. I am diagnosed with autism though.

    To me it feels like my brain is a wildwater. You can’t control it, but if you change the environment around it, you can guide it into useful directions. I’m lucky that by now the people around me have accepted it and are able to laugh with me when I fuck up. We have a lot of systems in place to reign in the worst effects, and the more we get used to it the easier it gets not to fall into traps and not to be unreliable.

    I guess I’m working on my skills as a mindbender who tricks my brain into being useful while still allowing it to get that dopamine?