Long story short, my parents weren’t christian but sent me to church and church activities because it was basically free daycare, leaving them free to live their life without being dragged down by having to take care of a little kid (or having to pay for daycare). Once I realized this was the only reason I was forced to go to church, not because my parents were actual believers who were simply toO bUsY sUpPorTiNg tHe FaMiLy, it made me question a lot of things. My faith in religion didn’t survive the questioning.