You are telling me to go become a redpiller/Tateist lol.

Jordan Peterson once said “clean your room, bucko.” That doesn’t mean that cleaning a room is automatically a bad idea. Likewise, you must have some terrible grasp of lived reality if you think the only reason to not sulk and be passive-aggressive all the time is because of what a human trafficker might have said once.

Rather be calm and not listen

You keep replying. You keep carrying that cross you built for yourself.

than swing myself in any direction

You’re freefalling in a self-inflicted rightward direction and fooling no one here.