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i relate so much with this and I think it’ll help me and maybe it can help you too.
The part about forgetting how to socialise hits hard. I started learning how to socialise in 2018, after the group of friends I had somehow stumbled into fell apart, but right when it felt like I was making good progress, the pandemic happened, and it’s been tough ever since. And the part about wanting to have friends without the effort of finding / staying friends is relatable, too. I’m a terrible texter, and unless I see people regularly (like in school or at work), I always end up fading away, out of their lives. I’m at a point where websites like this give me the majority of my social interactions, which might not be healthy in the long run because (usually) they’re fleeting interactions without any emotional depth, but they make me feel a little less alone.
The most frustrating side effect of it is that my voice “fell asleep.” There is very little intonation, it sounds monotonous, and because I speak so little, I often make mistakes and mispronounce words. EthosLab’s (a Minecraft Youtuber) old voice from when he started uploading 14 years ago is kinda like mine, except mine is deeper and more mumbly. I’m so jealous of how Etho’s voice developed over the years because my voice feels pathetic, and that makes socialising harder.
The part about forgetting how to socialise hits hard. I started learning how to socialise in 2018, after the group of friends I had somehow stumbled into fell apart, but right when it felt like I was making good progress, the pandemic happened, and it’s been tough ever since. And the part about wanting to have friends without the effort of finding / staying friends is relatable, too. I’m a terrible texter, and unless I see people regularly (like in school or at work), I always end up fading away, out of their lives. I’m at a point where websites like this give me the majority of my social interactions, which might not be healthy in the long run because (usually) they’re fleeting interactions without any emotional depth, but they make me feel a little less alone.
The most frustrating side effect of it is that my voice “fell asleep.” There is very little intonation, it sounds monotonous, and because I speak so little, I often make mistakes and mispronounce words. EthosLab’s (a Minecraft Youtuber) old voice from when he started uploading 14 years ago is kinda like mine, except mine is deeper and more mumbly. I’m so jealous of how Etho’s voice developed over the years because my voice feels pathetic, and that makes socialising harder.