• Transporter Room 3@startrek.website
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    3 months ago

    So like… I don’t need my preferred substance to get through the day. I think all the days I go without it kind of prove that.

    But sometimes I just am done dealing with the week and want to spend my remaining free time smoking a bowl and listening to Sci fi and fantasy lore videos so I can pretend I’m chilling somewhere near the Anduin or on the holodeck.

    Damn, if holodecks became real, humanity is basically over.

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      3 months ago

      Yep. Same here. Except weed gives me panic attacks. But I just had (am having) the worst Monday ever and I am the boss at my job and since I’m having the worst Monday ever I said fuck it, put my phone on do not disturb and started day drinking… Basically told my service manager it’s all in your hands today and he knew exactly what I meant. Now I’m floating around in my pool with a beer in hand and saying fuck it. I’ll regret it tomorrow, but that’s a future me problem, not mine. I wish tomorrow me good luck.

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          3 months ago

          It helps but it still makes me panic. I was an everyday smoker for years and then after one really bad mushroom trip (out of a hundred) I can’t handle it anymore at all. It’s like something got rewired that night and I’ll never be the way I was before.