Pete Hahnloser

Unemployed journalist, burner, raver, graphic artist and vandweller.

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Cake day: June 6th, 2023

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  • First rave I went to, with a dormmate, was mostly techno (as defined in 1997) with some HHC. Those tend to be pretty chill folks, which one might be surprised by, given the energy of the music. I still felt completely out of place, and she promised she’d take me to a better rave.

    It would be another two years until I went to another party. Said dormmate came back from Texas for the summer and got me fully into the rave scene. I was at a bar a few months later in Victoria, B.C., where my girlfriend’s abusive ex accosted her. Only time I’ve fully sobered up instantly, just to get her out of there.

    I had quite a few pleasant party experiences, but when shit goes south, it’s not a gradual process. In my experience, it’s been 0-60 in less time than it takes for Elon to go to 1939.

    But it sounds like you’ve made a good friend. As to the one who got me into all this? She was the opposite … looked dyke as fuck but was actually straight … just more interested in being a catalyst than a partner.

    What you have in common takes a back seat to whether you get along in any situation. Looking after each other is what matters; you did that; and she noticed and appreciated it. Lean into and appreciate these moments.














  • I continue making zero progress on either finding a job or assistance getting the van in driveable condition. The laptop is at least reliably charging again, but the remote for my lighting is still missing, and god only knows where in this mess my wallet is, meaning I can’t replace it (a $7 kit) because Walmart doesn’t accept tap to pay.

    All of this is somewhat on the back burner because we have a heat wave starting tomorrow expected to produce the highest temperatures ever recorded in May. So not just daily records; straight out climate change in action.

    The fan I have above the bed does its level best, but past around 95F, I have to take my shirt off so it becomes an evaporative cooler, and it’s still miserable. That’s also about the point where my laptop overheats and shuts down. I have an ice pack in the “freezer” to hold against it, but that’s not willing to go below about 50F anymore, so it’s of limited value compared with a 0F one.

    We’re supposed to hit 105F on Wednesday – which is August weather. So I do not have high hopes for what this week brings.