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    Not “even paracetamol”. ESPECIALLY paracetamol.

    Tylenol/acetaminophen/paracetamol is both weak ass painkiller and really dangerous because the overdose line is low. Here they put it in synthetic opioid drugs, it doesn’t help with pain but does make them more dangerous.

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      oh yea it isnt as good as other otc nsaids, like ibuprofen and naproxen, or aspirin. oh and that fake pseudoephedrine mimic(phenyleprine) for cogestion, they already said it has no effect whatsoever. its mostly the 1st generation antihistamines doing all the work for your sinuses when you have the cold anyways.

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        isnt as good as other otc nsaids, like ibuprofen and naproxen, or aspirin

        The do different things. It all depends on the type of “pain”.

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      Opioids are fir suffering whereas acetaminophen is for pain signals. A combination of ibuprofen and acetaminophen have been demonstrated to be the most effective pain killer we currently have.

      Pain and suffering are different things.

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      It might not get you high, but it absolutely does help actual pain when combined with opioids.

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    I think what’s extra dangerous about Tylenol is that it doesnt feel like it’s doing anything. When it works, some minor pain goes away, or maybe your fever goes down. But there’s no side effects that you really feel, so I bet people get a false sense of security with it. Like, oh it isn’t giving me opioid euphoria, or knocking me out. And you can just buy as much as you want, no restrictions. It must be perfectly safe.

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      I think paracetamol/acetaminophen being barely perceptible is why I’ll always feel safer with opioids, THC, or even NMDA antagonists like ketamine in a pinch–as someone who is extremely informed with this particular subject.

      I blame autism.

      If a compound is barely effective, causes liver damage (particularly with other compounds metabolised in the liver), and has a bunch of negative interactions… sorry, it’s garbage. I genuinely would rather go darknet than CVS or Walgreens, and test for purity. Besides, dealers are generally way cooler than corpos anyway.

      I hope that nobody takes it as an invitation, though–I said I’m informed. If you’re not informed, don’t.

      I will add this; Paracetamol? Almost placebo. Phenylephrine? Actually placebo. Guaifenesin? Placebo if taken orally. Practically the entire counter is placebo, except for the antihistamines (first/second generation like diphenhydramine/Benadryl and cetirizine/Zyrtec) and nasal cleaners and such. With that in mind, I would encourage people to research absolutely everything they ingest, regardless of how safe the product may seem.

      They are certainly not 100% safe.

      This should go without saying (probably preaching to a choir), but legal ≠ safe, indeed. Still waiting on that thesaurus to prove me wrong. It’s been 3 years.

      Stay smart, and stay safe.

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        There is a brand mixing acetylsalicylic acid and koffein which works wonders as a quick relief for migraine while my standard naproxen usually requires a few hours of darkness to start working, so I can’t agree that all over the counter meds are garbage. I can’t refute your placebo claims since the effect cant be measured by myself

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          Shoot, I forgot aspirin! It actually is a genuinely effective painkiller. Mixed with caffeine, and you pretty much have Excedrin. My mother has very bad migraines, and it is true that this formula just works, for some reason.

          Excedrin is a good product. If you have a migraine, I’d suggest taking it. I will add that my mother seems addicted to it, though–taking it on the daily multiple times, even if a headache is mild.

          Be careful!

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      Nothing is perfectly safe. You can kill yourself with water poisoning, and that’s pumped directly into your house.

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      Yeah, how long until this idiot cooks this liver too?

      Honestly, getting a liver transplant in a week is the most unbelievable part of this story.

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            It really just depends on how sick you are, and where you are, at least in the US.

            For liver they use something called a MELD score. Kidney they use GFR, maybe other things, not as sure on that.

            Where matters because the US is broken into transplant regions and you can only receive an organ for a region where you’ve been listed.

            That’s why, if you have money, you could go to a couple regions and get listed, then travel wherever the first organ is available.

            In this particular case it was probably pretty important to transplant quickly, otherwise his kidneys likely would have failed.

            This man’s life drastically changed because he made a really poor decision.

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              Here’s to hoping that I never have to find out first hand.

              Just a literal Life Pro Tip for anyone still reading, sign up for organ donation. It will cost you nothing, the urban myths about hospitals harvesting the organs out of “locked in” locked in donors are total BS, but the lives you can save are very real.

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      Stupidity? The dude is living in constant pain from dental issues and was just trying to not suffer.

      Desperation is not stupidity.

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        People who make mistakes deserve to live too. Don’t be like that. We’ve all done stupid shit, he just happened to kill his liver with this one.

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        It isn’t “natural selection” when it was caused by systemic issues preventing the man from receiving adequate dental healthcare.

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    It’s bizarre to me that someone can make it to adulthood without knowing that paracetamol specifically is no fucking joke.

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      People look up resources on them and see that the recommended max dose of ibuprofen is lower than paracetamol per day in weight of the active ingredient and stop reading.

      They don’t get to the part about how the effect per weight isn’t the same. Or how damaging paracetamol can be for the liver if you take it regularly or go over the recommend limit. Heavy drinkers especially don’t take into account the extra stress on their liver, which is a contributor to the 400-500 deaths it causes every year in the US alone.

      Meanwhile ibuprofen makes you feel sick and want to vomit once you start to go over the recommended limit. And if you reach that stage, you basically just stay hydrated to keep your kidneys going and wait for it to pass. Since it usually takes another 2-3 times as much to for the severe effects to occur.


      To quote Scrubs:

      Dr. Cox: Did you just page me to ask me how much ibuprofen to give Mrs. Lenzner here?

      Sunny: Well, I was worried it would exacerbate the patient’s

      Dr. Cox: It’s ibuprofen! Here’s what you do. When she wakes up, get her to open her mouth nice and wide, then get some of those ibuprofen pills in your hands and throw them at her. Whatever sticks in there, that’s the correct dosage.

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      I would say most people are like this. Knowing it’s super dangerous in high doses is the minority because it’s sold OTC and everyone knows and trusts it.

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        there is a stark difference between “studies drugs” and “does the bare minimum research on the pharmaceuticals one puts into their body”

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          I was about to make a joke about understanding the safety profile of the air you breathe, and then I remembered I work near various chemicals… Mfs have mixed clorox and lysol at my workplace before. Safety is no joke

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        I was taught this as an actual child because it’s so important and paracetamol is so common. It’s nothing to do with “studying drugs”.

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      Or even need a liver transplant in this situation.

      The liver heals itself so removing the paracetamol that caused the failure would allow the liver to begin that healing process.

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        Four packs of Paracetamol will fuck up your liver beyond repair. Downing a blisterpack in one go can already kill you, let alone four.

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          It wasn’t even 4 packs, it was at least 12 packs, probably a bit more. Also how many are in a pack?

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        No organ magically heals itself, you’re not Wolverine. Liver damage is permanent, any dosage over 4 grams of paracetamol per 24 hours (typically four doses of two 500mg tablets) can cause liver damage. Let the damage accumulate, and you’ll go into liver failure. If the liver fails, you’ll have to hope you’re lucky enough to get a donor, or you’ll be counting down hours left in your life. Take good care of your body and be healthy, your older self will thank you.

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          No organ magically heals itself, you’re not Wolverine.

          Why would it be magic? My skin heals itself. Bones heal themselves…

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          No organ magically heals itself, you’re not Wolverine

          There are at least 2 organs that heal. First is your skin, if you consider that an organ. Wounds heal and often leave scars as a lasting reminder of the damage that was there.

          The other organ is the liver, the scar tissue that occurs in the liver after healing is called cirrhosis.

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            Time is the factor you’re missing.

            When the liver is damaged it stops doing it’s function. Removing the paracetamol doesn’t remove the damage, so the the liver is still not functioning. It would take a long time to recover the liver function after you’ve stopped taking the paracetamol. You can only live days without a functioning liver.

            Hence, you’re dead.

  • You know what else is stupid? Pain management in the US. I get that you need to be careful about addiction, but the idea that people should have to suffer pain because we’re having a pain medication “reefer madness” spasm is idiocy.

    The guy just kept taking them until his teeth stopped hurting. Why is the alternative that he just has to put up with being in pain?

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      The fact that the drug companies lied about the addictiveness of their product so doctors were handing them out like candy didn’t help.

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      Yes it is. I have had, over my 40 years as migraineuse (they started in my teens) 5 intractable migraines. Meaning less than once every 5 years I get one that lasts days, I cannot eat or drink, just puke. I used to be able to go to my doctor and get shot up with opiates and Phenergan, so much of it, they would do one dose, come back later, another, another, another, until finally I would say “it still hurts but I don’t care” and go home nodding like a junkie, sleep and wake up with no headache, and, importantly, NO desire for more drugs.

      Now the opiates are not allowed because they didn’t work. But nothing works on the status migraine. Now they give you a cold cocktail IV of some sort of Advil and nausea medicine and it doesn’t work either, and costs $2,000 because it can only be done in the emergency room not the doctor office.

      It’s adding insult to injury. There has to be some way to make these available for acute situations at least.

      • I worked with a middle-aged women once who had a variety of health problems - she wheeled an oxygen tank around the office with her - who told me she got a migraine during puberty and had had it ever since.

        My wife has gotten migraine with aura since her teens, but thankfully only once every couple of months, and they tapered off to a couple times a year when she hit around 40. Her mom was opposed to allopathic medicine, so my wife never got anything stronger than sugar pills. They were bad; she’d last in bed crying and screaming, if she wasn’t at the toilet dry-heaving.

        Sometime after we married, she started trying all of the various migraine meds, like Imitrex; nothing worked reliably after the first couple of times, and now she keeps Vicodin in her purse. She uses, maybe, 20mg once every couple of months, and it mostly does like you say: she says it still hurts some, but she doesn’t care.

        I will hurt the person who tries to take that from her.

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          I will offer hope. Menopause, regrettably did not help, they got less intense (which I didn’t know was a thing, when the doctor used to ask I would get confused could only say worse than childbirth, they were all 11 on a scale of 10, but after menopause they were more like 6/10) and more frequent.

          But

          Menopause plus MHT (low dose of estrogen and progesterone, same amount every day) has knocked out nearly all of them.

          So if she is menopausal and still getting them, she might want to try the MHT - it’s only meant to manage symptoms (migraine could be one) not get your blood level up to any target.

          And yeah I remember how it was before I could afford any medical care, I often thought death would be relief. Migraine is the worst pain I have experienced, and I have had natural births, lost loved ones, broken bones - nothing has come close to a bad migraine. And all were bad until menopause.

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              It was an unexpected benefit, birth control pills made mine so much worse I was reluctant to try the MHT, but it has made a remarkable difference, I feel really good, and not dreading a migraine is probably a big part of that.

              Imitrex by injection did work for mine about 95% of the time, I am really sorry it didn’t work for your wife. It’s incredible when it works, no drugged feeling just awful feeling rush then easing of pain until no headache.

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      We have never had good pain management here. Claiming babies can’t feel pain, black people hace higher pain tolerance, etc etc. then we swung into really permissive use with oxycodone for a while.

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      Yeah, I’ve dealt with massive tooth pain before. Given a choice between going through a week of that pain, and maybe killing myself with pills, I’ll take my chances with the pills.

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    It’s people like this who make other people think any amount of painkillers is bad, and seem to get a sense of superiority about them for never taking any.

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      Even a little acetaminophen makes my liver feel funny the next day. Ibuprofen actually works for pain relief for me (migraines mostly) but it can cause stomach ulcers. Painkillers are definitely not something you can just use without thinking, and daily use especially can fuck your body up, ibuprofen is also hard on your kidneys.

      Take the minimum effective dose as infrequently as possible.

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        did you ever check your liver? that doesnt sound normal. with a small dose.

        nsaids can cause bleeding and ulcers if itsa high dose. its because it inhibits cox 1 and 2, for clotting, and it works on your stomach by turning off inflammation, so your stomach can combat the acid with more mucus and cell turnover(inflammation increases cell turnover), thats why h pylori is a thing.

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    My brother in Christ, the paracetamol box LITERALLY says to never go more than 4 grams (4000 mg) in a 24hs period on any mg pills presentation

    And as far as I see, that’s a general rule with everything. Even those caramels for sore throat or reflux pills, where you’d need to eat thousands in a day to overdose, say the same

    Don’t fuck with medicine dudes

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    It’s why in the UK shops won’t sell more than 2 packets at a time. It’s statistically reduced the amount of people killing themselves with them (intentionally or by mistake).

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          It is stupid scary how a lot of what prevents people from doing the most outlandish shit is just being designed in a way that is mildly inconvenient.

          It’s also utterly depressing that the reason things don’t improve is usually just because making those improvements would be mildly inconvenient in the meantime.

          Studying wildlife conservation, and a lot of the studying on presenting findings to the government for policy decisions or to Garner public support is how to make it sound convincing. The key to it is to make it more convenient that whatever they are currently used to doing. That’s it. If you can do that, you’re almost guaranteed to get your policies passed.

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            This is the reason why medication that can be used for self harm (including death) comes in blister packages and not in bottles.

            Its inconvenient, and takes enough time to give your brain some more time to think

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        Technically nothing but even the fact that it is limited is a deterrent for buying too much, plus people are too lazy to visit multiple pharmacies.

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      Off the shelf in the UK, they’re sold in packs of either 8 or 16 tablets, and shops are legally only allowed to sell you two packs at once. Pharmacies can of course supply larger quantities with a prescription.

      The recommended dose is one or two 500mg tablets every 4 hours with a maximum of 8 tablets per day.

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      Yeah, I think this is what’s causing the confusion here. We don’t measure pills in “packets” in the US, so I think some people are taking “4 packets” to mean that they only took four pills and of course that’s absurd.

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      I think in UK paracetamol is sold over the counter in 28 x 500mg tablets most commonly. Larger packs or higher strengths are prescription only I think.

      So 1 pack should last 3.5 days at the max adult dose of 8 per 24h - but I think it’d recommend seeing your doctor if you get into a second pack and you’re still using that maximum dosage.

      Generally shops will limit sales to 2 packs, but it’s easy to shop around so that’s no limit.

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          oops my memory failed.

          It’d mostly be in 16s in the supermarket. So each pack is probably 2 days at the max dose.

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    How much is a “packet”? edit: never mind, I found several conflicting answers in the other comments, no need to add even more and add to the confusion.

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    ITT: People who don’t know the difference between acute and chronic ODs and how a smaller amount over a long period can hurt you. 325mg APAP x4 will not kill you short term.

    The problem was taking it every day over a long period.

    Its still fucking stupid though.

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      I think the problem here is the word “packet” and what that means here exactly. Would be much more clear if they listed the amount of mg, or at the very least, how many pills are in a “packet”

      I’m like 99% sure they took way more than just 4 Tylenol.

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        I’ve only ever seen “packets” contain two pills or capsules. 325x2x4= 2,600mg or 2.6g, well below the 8g average one time adult OD dose.

        Taking less than 3g a day for <3 days is fine, although if you’re needing that much you probably should see a medical professional about something more tailored to your type of pain.

        Really though way too many people in general have the idea pain killers of any type should remove all pain and in many cases, that’s not realistic without long term health complications.

        Edit: lemmy did not like me using asterisks for multiplication.

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          Are you in the US too? Because I’ve only ever seen 2 pills in anything resembling a “packet” here as well.

          However, other comments here seem to be implying that “packet” might have a different meaning in this context in Europe, with some suggesting it could be referring to an entire blister pack…

          Just by the context in the OP itself, the implication is that this person took an absolute shit load of acetaminophen. Seemed to imply more than “just” 8 pills, which is still a lot but as you say, doesn’t seem like enough for an acute OD.

          So I’m wondering if they have packets with more than just 2 pills over there.

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    My daughter’s dog that is a climber got on a shelf and knocked a basket off that had a large bottle of Tylenol in it. She chewed the bottle up.

    I got home and saw some pills and a demolished bottle on the ground. Vet tech friend said to induce vomiting with hydrogen peroxide.

    Didn’t have any of that, but I did have some minty mouthwash with peroxide and no xylitol in it. Dog willingly drank it, puked with foam, drank a bit more, puked more foam, then I dug through the mess.

    No pills or any sign of the color on the pills. She’s still kicking.

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      induce vomiting with hydrogen peroxide.

      Didn’t have any of that

      how are you alive? H2O2 is like the basic necessity of every first aid kit. when you get a cut or scrape at home do you just like, ignore it?

      do you even have bandaids or triple antibiotic ointment?

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        As far as I understand it, you shouldn’t put peroxide on most, or maybe even any, wounds. It indiscriminately kills good and bad bacteria as well as your body’s cells. So it can make the wound take much longer to heal.

        Similar, but I think different, with iodine. You shouldn’t use it in most cases.

        The recommendation is to use warm soapy water to rinse/clean the wound really good. That’s all.

        If the wound is deep enough or gnarly enough that this doesn’t seem reasonable? Well, peroxide wasn’t gonna help you anyway, go to the doctor.

        I’m happy to be wrong here, to be corrected. But this is how I understand it.

        Also I do keep peroxide in my cupboard, as well as rubbing alcohol. Their uses just aren’t for wounds.

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        Peroxide is actually a pretty terrible wound cleanser. Does as much damage to the healing tissue as to any bacteria, which is why you seldom see it used in the hospital. Honestly you are better off with lots of clean warm water and mild soap. If you really want to get wild, find some true antibacterial soap with chlorhexidine (hibiclens is the big brand name in the US) and wash the wound with that. Just don’t use it on the face bc it’s really bad for the eyes.

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          I guess.

          I grew up on a farm. every cut, stab, or scrape was done on some rusty, shit caked, dirty metal thing or some sharp blade covered in blood. so peroxide was always used because the risk of some bacteria left behind for infection was greater than the risk of scar tissue.

          my wounds heal pretty quickly, so it’s not something I’ve had to deal with.

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            Just because we do something for a long time doesn’t mean it’s the right thing to do. In most cases, forceful irrigation with sterile saline is the best way to handle a dirty wound.

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    6 days ago

    I had intense tummy aches for 15 days where I couldn’t walk and needed to keep heat to my belly to even function, once my pain killers didn’t work, I didn’t push it, I just tried to handle the pain

    I cried a lot in that time, it fucking sucked, but it sure was better than liver failure.