so i (13f) am friends with nadya (14f). i desire a connection with her and i’ve noticed i get jealous when nadya does things like touch her attachment’s arm (she develops attachments).
i want someone to connect with me like that. lately, i’ve been having dreams about her. nadya has insomnia, so in one, she called me on the phone and told me (after i told her to get a doctor’s appointment) that she slept a full 8 hours and thanked me for the advice.
nadya gives me eye contact, listens to me, and is very sweet to me in my dreams. i even went to her house, which i notice is a common dream i have with people i’m “in love” with.
i haven’t been to her house in two years because she’s so busy. i can’t believe i feel THIS way about the girl i used to be jealous of. (she used to be rude to ppl and i was jealous bc she dated my crush at the time.)
when nadya tells HER she loves her, it makes me kinda wish she was like that w me but idk if i just desire connection or what
meow it does sound like you have a bit of crush on nadya, regardless of whether its romantic or platonic >w<
i usually attribute being jealous of thier attachments to others as a romantic attraction thing for me, but you may have to explore and feel it out as u go along meows
good luck!!!
