Not sure if I even really belong here but here goes nothing…

Name - Jay is fine

Gender identity - transmasc nonbinary (it’s complicated)

Transition length - was 6 years on T, currently off T for reasons

Euphoria - idk, I feel pretty lost lately

From - Australia

Looking for - relatable content

Random fact - I can touch my nose with my tongue (is that a fun fact?)

Call me Fénix. I’m a nonbinary trans man, in my mid-30s, started T some ten years ago and been on it most of the intervening time. Based in Portland, OR.

Have had hysterectomy and bottom surgery but got a full torso tattoo instead of top surgery, heh. I get euphoria from a lot of kind of old-fashioned or formal trappings of masculinity, like neckties and the like, though because I work in a less formal setting my standard uniform is a Hawaiian shirt.

I’m here because being a transmasculine person on the internet can be pretty lonesome. There’s lots of spaces full of transfems, or cis queer people, but places I can hang with other trans guys are pretty limited, especially for the kind of geek who doesn’t go on Facebook or similar. This is a place I feel community.

hello. i am fracture falcon. i am a transgender man who is about 30 years old and currently lives on the east coast of the US. i’ve known i’m trans for just over five years and i’ve changed my name, i’m on hormones, and i’ve had top surgery.

being trans affects both a lot and a little about my life, but i would say it doesn’t weigh on me a ton from day to day, and i recognize there’s privilege in that. i also had a strong feminist background (for better or worse), so i knew to do a lot of positive reinforcement work on myself (e.g. deconstruct what a man is, emphasize that men are not their bodily characteristics, tell myself that even if my experience is non-traditional for a man, it’s still valid and contributes to the sum of experiences of masculinity, etc etc etc)

it’s hard for me to say what gives me gender euphoria nowadays. i have done a lot of research on bottom growth and maximizing it, because i want to grow a big ole dick, i think we have the technology and it should be possible. but it’s more of a hobby i enjoy a lot (biology nerd) than gender euphoria. like… as i sit here thinking about it, i’m just like, yeah i need to sit down and compile all my notes about it. i pass visibly and my voice also passes and life is pretty much… normal about it (which again, i realize is a privilege)

i like lifting weights and getting bigger. it’s cool and satisfying, but i also get worried about scaring people as i get bigger. i don’t wanna do that. so it’s a bit of a mixed bag. it is satisfying when i hit strength thresholds to do new things though, and it feels a bit like gender euphoria. i did used to get it, but it’s been a while now and most of the stuff i got it from was short lived. being a man is complicated, i suppose

i’m not really looking for anything in particular in this community. to have a place to share my knowledge and listen to other transmasc people’s experiences, really. i just like reading and interacting in these communities

as an aside, i appreciate you, cowboycrustation, for the work you put in to try to keep this place active. it’s pretty small so it can probably be a bit disheartening, but i see it and appreciate it, for as long as you feel it’s worthwhile

I’m a binary trans man, 19 years old. Been about a year on T. Socially transitioned a while ago. Shaving my face gives me gender euphoria. Also building fires for some reason. I’m from the deep south US. I wanna see more trans masculine content and perspectives on here cuz the population is overwhelmingly transfemme. My hobbies include tinkering with Linux and computers, audio production, drawing, cooking, and tomfoolery. Want to get into outdoors stuff more.