Did you have a tipping point between realizing you were trans and you started HRT?
As in, when you de oded to start, what did that moment look like for you?
I think I’m a point where I’m more interested in trying, but have a lot of fears holding back, which I think makes it feel like I want it less than I do.
I was talking to some others about this and it made me realize I think I want it a lot more than I thought.
Does any of that make sense, or am I just rambling? 😅
I was pretty much debating being trans my entire life, not really accepting it. One of the things that weirdly helped me was a meme being pretty much like “if you’re okay/considering HRT you’re prolly trans. Cis dudes are pretty scarred of estrogen.” So kinda feels like I was cool with HRT before I was with being trans, I guess. Tho first day of it, it took me quite a while to actually start and was a bit hard to do that.
That’s one of the things that’s been on my mind lately 😂 if I’m not terrified of even considering, I probably won’t hate it.
I think part of my deal is change is difficult and attention drawn to it is also uncomfortable and this is both.
Change is hard enough, but then people being like “oh! You changed something. Why?”