Not gonna go deep in to details, but, I just happen to live in a place where importing from internet is complicated and expensive and there’s literally zero local business that sells queer stuff.
And even if I could get the stuff easily I must come out first and I’m not sure if I’m even actually trans. I am just overwhelmed by how unable I am to just express my real self irl and I have to do it via internet which makes me feel like a faker even more.
The feeling that you’re not able to show your real identity to the real world is pretty telling by itself. Being in an unsafe place where you can’t express yourself properly is not the same thing as not being trans.
Remember that it’s not clothes, hormones or our looks what makes us trans, but that deep, often unexplainable feeling that something is wrong. Please stay safe and take care. If you need someone to talk to, I’m always open for dms 💜.
Thanks for the support! 🩷 I just wish I was able to express my self like some of the trans girls I follow. I want to do a feminization workout but I neglect it so many times and idk how I should re start and avoid stop doing the exercises this time.
If you want to restart the workout, go for it! But only if you feel like it’s something you want to do and the action or results will bring you joy.
You don’t have to prove anything to anybody. Your identity is only yours to decide and enjoy!